If you love... (another Californian poem)

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If you love stones more than people
Building building building on your emptiness
If you love your car so much
You won't stop at the stop sign
For the passer-by that I am
If you think saying it's lovely
All the time will stop you
From feeling like shit
Behind your designer glasses
And you carry little bags
with brand names like Titanic flags
If you're afraid of leaving
Your stuff on the sea side
While you go swimming
And off in rented gear you go
Into the sea the sea...
Your rented sea
Your whore of a sea...
To me she was a Virgin the sea
Implacable with sword
Oh Joan how we loved you, how we burnt you!
How you have all the right in the world to kill me!
And we fought and we fought
Till she let me go. Oh mercy!
And here I am,
The day after,
Crying over art on the ground
It's shaking like an earthquake
You walk on it
Some people don't see it.
This is Tenderloin, who gives a shit?
You're only here for a shoot or a girl
That you will dump a few hours later
But an old lady, second name Elizabeth,
Was so happy, so happy to speak with me
She took me for a grand tour. Thank you.

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