палата № 6

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                                                         pour monsieur Tchekhov

я не быстра ты знаешь
и не могу бегать
мой марафон - это одно мученичество
я иду на коленях  - ты распинаешь меня
почему ты не говорила "пойдем со мной"?
я не могу no more

Бог, если бы вы слушаете меня
появляетесь снова
играйте вашу музыку
вестите меня в палату № 6
я не могу no more

или....(still working on it, sorry!)

я не быстра, как ты знаешь, можеть быть

и не могу бегать и не могла тебя любить...

Мой марафон сейчас - одно мученичество

я иду на коленях  - ты распинаешь меня

почему ты не говорила "пойдем со мной"?

почему тоже я не говорила "пойду с твой"?

Ты - моя Голгофа!

я не могу no more


Бог, если бы вы слушаете меня

появляйтесь снова

играйте вашу музыку

вестите меня в шестую палату

там, с других поэтов

мы заплачаем гнусность мира

и человеки в белые блузи улыбнутся

и мы споём твою красоту

и Ващу красоту тоже Господи, простите!

я не могу no more

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